bittersweet love

new site

2007-02-10T00:36:00.001+08:00

www.clarerebecca.livejournal.com please drop by and change links :]

SINGLE DIGIT!

2007-02-09T22:12:00.000+08:00

EIGHT POINTS!!!! EIGHT EIGHT EIGHT EIGHT EIGHT!!!!
my God i absolutely cannot believe it! it was truly God's grace. was like expecting 12 points. thought i didn't study hard enough! waaahhh... can't believe it. can't believe it. can't believe it!

now to consider staying in cj or aj or what... dang... but i still wanted my mass comm. SIGH.

gonna spulrge tomorrow. shop shop shop! think about that on sunday.
clare is overjoyed ^^,

o level results release 9th feb 07

2007-02-08T16:18:00.000+08:00

so i've been totally knocked out this week. had our cross country at macritchie yesterday (ONLY 4.1km) and the rest of the days were just plain busy. school's becoming a drag. i mean, the lessons are anyway. i don't feel like studying now that i've more or less decided that i want to go into a polytechnic. but you see the hardworking bums in my class and you feel guilty. i hate my conscience. :\
anyhow, i still like cj. the friends and funny things we do to kill time and annoy the teachers. like the other day someone broke a chair's backrest in the lecture theatre. it was plastic. wah. power to you, shawn yeo. and ms chua going ballistic in gp today cuz daryl answered everything in chinese. hahahaha the chinese part was hilarious.
all in all, i've been terribly moody these past few days. i think it's the heat. i'm definite. the heat's getting to me. sorry to those i've vented my mood on. bear with me kay?

oh yes and our results are being released tomorrow. anxious anxious! i've got this bad feeling that my results are gonna turn out worse than the prelim score. yaarrgh. goodbye mass commm.

anyways, i'm gonna go now. i notice myself rambling and my sims calling out to me. all the best to the rest who await the results. go for mass tomorrow morning! pray for a miracle! wahaha. till next time

trying a new skin. troublesome. :\

2007-02-03T18:16:00.000+08:00

wait ah. wait ah. my skin is screwy and i got no more time to fix it.

2007-02-03T16:54:00.000+08:00

ooh hoo i love warehouse sales. went with mommy today. okay, so we got lost for a half hour. but i got my new kappa bag at $30 and pretty shiny metallic brown chucks at $30 today. it pays well to wait. ^-^

yesterday was my first time visiting the gym. it's not gonna be my last. had fun. some of the guys there had bigger boobs than me! *shudders* i won't go further than that in description. it was... disturbing... anyways, i feel accomplished. ran a whole lot, cycled a whole lot yesterday. even tried out the funny ab machine and weight lifiting of the lightest weight. hahahaha not that i've got any abs or muscles lah. but still. thank you baby for convincing me to go gyming with you. let's go again! hee.

my hands are feeling very very cold right now. no idea why when it's so hot outside. gonna try to start on my homework. TRY only.

till next time.
"i will keep this blog alive. i will keep this blog alive. i will keep this blog alive."

CJC PE LESSONS. yeech.

2007-01-31T23:04:00.000+08:00

clare's updating! woots! it's been a while. i've been terribly lazy. haven't touched my homework either. today i had my first true taste of physical conditioning. 4 rounds of the entire compound = est. 4 km, right? damn fun what.

HIONG AH. pe is so so tiring. candy and clare have motivation, though! nice legs! haha more like muscular. shh. achys legs coming. anyways, i guess it's worth it lah. improved stamina.
i'm gonna say once again that i'm lazy. gyming this friday for the first time with baby. i think i'm so gonna embarass myself. :\ clare can't run nicely. i swear, i think it's the most unglam thing you'll ever see.

okay, clare wants shut-eye. bet candice is gonna flip seeing me type in the third person half the time. :] hur hur.

till next time. (soon, i hope)

2006-12-05T15:34:00.000+08:00

ugh i miss terence. badly. can't friday come any sooner?

post o's

2006-12-04T10:14:00.000+08:00

i have finally gotten down to posting. haha been busy with regaining my social life and taking out the stress. GOD its finally over. it's been three weeks and i wasted most of it away on the sims2 and tv. :] but these coming two weeks are gonna be jam-packed. national conference coming up this saturday, lots of people to meet up and go out with, parents' anniversary to plan, daddy's homecoming, flip wedding to attend, museums to visit... WAH. AND AND AND boyfriend to go out with. nyaha. we've waited long, haven't we?
and those dance practices for aika's debut (18th birthday) i'm a klutz for waltz. my goodness, it's dizzying, but fun.
anyways, i shall try to update more often. going shopping with mommy in like 10mins and im still in my pjs. go clare!

oh yeah, luaannnneeeee, cousssssiiiiiinnnn, we should go out soon! call me and we arrange!

till next time

2006-10-10T21:58:00.000+08:00

haaaaiiii i'm too lazy to post.

well, prelims are over. and i've accumulated a whopping 15 points. yech. goodbye choice jc.
it's the last week of school already. people going around clutching cameras and autograph book thingys (including me). i'm really beginning to appreciate those around me. can't imagine life without them, after two years together. i'll treasure the memories, that;s for sure.

study leave and O LEVELS are fast approaching. notice the atrocious sentence structure/formation. lazy bum at work. okay, i think i'm stressed! finally. can't wait to get it all over and done with. well, it's back to the books now. been slacking way too much today.

till next next next time

2006-07-11T21:12:00.000+08:00

the weeks are getting more and more tiring...
thank God for you. you make the days so much easier to get by... i love. YOU! :] <3

2006-07-02T23:28:00.000+08:00

friday:
Gathering of Kindred Spirits was great and not to mention FUN. very.
met jon on the mrt then went off to look for some stuff for and with michael. we did, didn't we?
funny thing happened cuz we were late for the performance. i kinda ran barefoot from the bus stop, across the overhead bridge, and all the long way to SJI. omg. my feet were charred, haha. thanks for the workout, mike.
loved most of the performances. esp esp esp ruben and that band, they played a dreamtheatre song. ruben's my idol. all hail. and jerome's singing of flying without wings (tears here)
it was on the whole great. :]

saturday was uneventful

and so was today. besides the fact that i spent half the time speaking chinese. (GAWK)
chinese o levels' orals began on thursday and mine are this tuesday! God bless all of us, examinees.

till next time,

2006-06-25T12:47:00.000+08:00

school's starting. EW.

2006-06-21T13:15:00.000+08:00

sympathise:
school's starting in a few days' time. there's work and catching up and revision to be done before it does. BUT, you know, the end of holidays always brings this draggy feeling where you just don't want to do any of the tasks set out before you, except for, of course, relaxation. :]
okay fine. i'm just plain lazy. :\ and that's all there is to it.

i feel so guilty about it. but OH WELLS.

till i don't know when.

2006-06-18T14:25:00.000+08:00

check this out:

www.rfaintingfarm.com and see the videos under "our goats".
funny bunnies. uh... goats, i mean.

2006-06-13T12:46:00.000+08:00

http://kevan.org/johari?name=clare-rebecca

click and fill it in, please and thank you. :]

oh about the week. it was pretty alrighties. watched over the hedge with nana and parents yesterday. its corny and funny. i still like madagascar(?) better, if i really had to choose.

... loosing study time right now. okay. study! i keep forgetting that im taking my o levels this year. no seriously, i keep forgetting... :]

till next time.

2006-06-02T18:42:00.000+08:00

shit we gonna miss our date again. this time baby's sick. aw. :[ what counts is that you'll get better soon kay? we can go watch x3 another time. i shall wait up for you... ah ha. or maybe the dvd will do.

AIYA. WHAT TO TELL MOMMY NOW?

2006-06-01T18:22:00.000+08:00

great. i fucked up again today.

to you: im really sorry, though i doubt you'll ever read this.

2006-05-25T15:53:00.000+08:00

cross country was today. sniffle. my final st marg's xcountry. SURE.
it was ultra-mega-boredom as usual.
we walked most of the 3.2km but we had to run at the end. haha.
gonna sleep then start mugging for chinese. chinese all the way ya'll!

till after MT Os

2006-05-22T13:25:00.000+08:00

i so wanna go to the movies. dang.
there's the da vinci code, let's finally see the crap dan brown is talking; over the hedge :]; x3; M:I:III yada yada...
well, i got a tonsil infection again. after a year of nothing... it's painful. there's this rock solid lump that sticks out below your mouth and its supposedly the swollen tonsil. i thought it's really tiny? HOW DID IT SWELL THAT BIG? omg. haha. but it really is huge!

anyways, there's intensive chinese all this week and i've got five papers and 2 compositions to write by tonight... wish me luck.

2006-05-19T22:39:00.000+08:00

awesome... i'm getting my phone back on the 26th which is one week away. :]
that'll be a good start to the day. special day right?

did i mention i got it confiscated? yeah. i did. a month ago.
the sunrise was beautiful today and yesterday and the day before... wish i had a camera.

okay. i ran outta things to say.

2006-05-19T22:32:00.000+08:00

the results are in:

english FAIL 46%
e math 81%
a math 72%
combined humans 60%
chinese FAIL 48%
literature 61%
chemistry 58%
physics 62%

cannot go JC one. woo!

can you believe i scored higher for chinese than for english!
this is the first time in my entire short life. wow.
gonna start mugging for chinese starting tomorrow. yep, the mugger in me doesn't wanna start today :]

till next time

2006-05-15T10:27:00.000+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVER omg really?

well, only the first of the many many many many many many many many yada yada exams coming.

God, O's up next. then many common testses. then prelims. then O's... wow.

anyways, been slacking the entire weekend, and i'm not stopping til we go back to school on wednesday. :]
gonna go to orchard today and i shall alone. sad huh? hee. gonna go get me my jamie cullum cd that was long overdue...

i need to lao sai again... wonder what disgreed. haha

till next time

2006-05-05T20:32:00.000+08:00

i love this skin! :]
but im lazy to make the changes right now. after exams lah.

http://blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=75807&action=Preview

2006-05-05T20:18:00.000+08:00

BLOODY HELL ITS THE MIDYEARS! :]
today's papers were satisfactorily(?) do-able(?)
chineses and elective geography.
HAHA CHINESE WAS DO-ABLE. double-triple-bold-underline.
i've never written so much chinese in one day! ever. haha i lie.
anyways surprising i had a good flow for geog, except spending too much on section a which i always do... and i spent 5 minutes stoning. very bad.

monday: 0800 - 1000 a math 1
tuesday: 1045 - ???? physics 1 & 2
wednesday: 0800 - ???? e math 2 (i think), literature 2. GOD.
thursday: 0800 - 1000 a math 2, literature 1. GOD, again.

then it'll be the end the end theeeeee eeeennnddddddd. WOO WHEE. :]
you be study king, and i be your study queen

till next time.
my mom's being a crackpot. literally. she gets angry she goes BOOM. :/

2006-04-30T14:00:00.000+08:00

my parents dont fucking trust me. they send people to watch me so i dont do bad things. how nice.

2006-04-21T21:38:00.000+08:00

good on us, stinking classmates! :]
we all passed our 2.4 today!
dangit now my back hurts from sit-ups and my arms from pull-ups
stupid clare didn't train for that.

so much has been happening. i can't take it all it. most of it is still too difficult to grasp.

i shouted at mommy again today.

2006-04-06T21:01:00.000+08:00

YAHOO PHYSICS TEST TOMORROW! and im just about to start studying like, NOW. ha. not last minute what. :]
but had a good run this evening... two rounds round the estate. chuan qi chuan qi. one more time tomorrow for PE man. nice one, clare. wise choice to run today.

anwyays, im running away now. mommy's nagging about o levels and my being too relaxed. *rolls eyes*
till next time...

p.s. best's going to DAVAO tomorrow! OMG. i'm gonna miss you, best. no rubbish from you this weekend. :( have fun for me at the ILC yeah? love you, best. :]

2006-04-01T21:19:00.000+08:00

im at the center now. ha. this is fun.
jon, anna, keith, miguel :]
i'm pleased today; i shopped up a couple of stuff... cologne, a new shirt about model, UNDERWEAR, waffle biscuit thingy... it was on the whole a good day.
and mommy is amused that people my age still use the word "go-starn" -- meaning "reverse"
lol. generation gap rubbish...
anyways, i'm trying to complete my english comprehension homework. TRYING. :]

PA TOMORROW YA'LL!
2pm
CAEC, Saint John's room

see you there :]
till next time

2006-03-30T21:44:00.000+08:00

my mom's fucking mad. UGH. so many expectations, big and small. irritating shit. GAAAHHH

2006-03-27T20:09:00.000+08:00

what's up with you?
i miss the old you :[

i wish you'd come back soon...

2006-03-19T18:00:00.000+08:00

i love diarrhea! whoo. i lost 3 kg in 3 days...
i think if this continues, i'd be thin in no time. haven't eaten at all; and my butthole officially aches...
school starts tomorrow. i refuse to go in this state. : D

2006-03-16T15:03:00.000+08:00

i've been peeing through my butthole all day... ugh. this is bloody farty shit (literally)
i'm in no mood to do anything now. geez. someone be my cheer-upper, please?

p.s. work of boredom

2006-03-11T11:38:00.000+08:00

i'm off to SHOUT. why am i not excited?
i couldn't care less for a camp anymore. i mean, i don't see the point. i'm just gonna go for the sake of giving face. sigh. i'd rather be stuck in school sleeping on the icky floor at the cca camp than go for this. AND I STILL WANNA GO TO THE YOUTH RALLY

ho hum. till some other time.

2006-03-09T21:45:00.000+08:00

i miss you more than words can express :(

p.s. school's out. whoopee.

2006-03-03T22:19:00.000+08:00

been so sleepy this schoolweek.
practised sugarplum fairy like shiat, only to realise today that i was playing at like half the speed. now to take it up x2...hah.what a musical genius i am.
my mind's skipping back and forth right now. can't organise my thoughts.hee.someone said some things to me that made me go "sigh, i love the world" I LOVE YOU
it's the weather. ugh. so. hot. just wanna stay in bed all morning
ima do that tomorrow! : )

till then

2006-02-27T13:57:00.000+08:00

i am muscle-cramping down there right now. damn i couldn't even get outta bed this morning... mommy was like lugging me to the toilet so i could pee. hahahaha boy, am i heavy.
lower abdomen hurts like crap lah. anyways, i never got to finish the SS essay. completing it now. hee.
must i really go to school tomorrow?aye.

till next week

2006-02-26T21:41:00.000+08:00

oh yes i do.
spent the day with ter (bear :) ). sweetness, baybeh. i love him so many.
and I DIDN'T FORGET---
jolly golly 10 months.
you're amazing <3

now to do my social studies essay. ho hum...
till next time

2006-02-25T13:06:00.000+08:00

two weeks of slogging have gone by.

my prediction: this year will be over real quick

ahhhh there's just so much to do these days... i hardly even have time to just sit down and bum for like 5 minutes...? school's been pretty fun(and spastically retarded) lately, though. my spastic mates are thee best! i love all 8 + 3 of you. hee.
we're having a con3 reunion tonight in church. pretty much the highlight of today.
ho hum. gonna start on that lit assignment and the social studies essay. whee. i love you sec4... NO I'M NOT BEING SARCASTIC. i really do love it. : )
plus, qing hui and me are playing a duet at some chamber concert. ima play the seconds for dance of the sugarplum fairy by tchaikovsky. it's a pretty song that i'm gonna wreck. ha.

tata, till next time.

2006-02-16T10:40:00.000+08:00

i'm tired today... aye. didn't go to school. now ima do my CME project. eeeeeeee can't believe i'd have to present on my own. don't like individual projects *shudder*
anyways, still gotta attend tuition at the grouch's house later. mr tango wango. whee. so i didn't do my chinese TYS homework, shoot me.
i think i'm being cranky today... shucks...

till next time

2006-02-14T23:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! <3

2006-02-12T22:59:00.000+08:00

I HAVE FINISHED MY LITERATURE ESSAY (almost).
heh. i just ran outta things to say, that's all. but it's two pages long! *grin*
*whoops for joy*

NOTE TO SELF:
GET A 10 or less FOR THE PRELIMS
GET AN 8 FOR THE O LEVELS
aim low, they says, aim low...

P.S.
God bless terry. he's sick. : (

2006-02-11T16:11:00.000+08:00

damn, these cramps hurt. i feel like eating... and eating... and eating till i explode and my guts burst out.
i love garfield! you fat round cuddly orange ball of fur, you...

and i found a very very relevant icon for me. it's so fitting :

don't you think so? i do.
haha

we gonna go over to my mom's family's side tonight. I DON'T KNOW ANY OF THEM! aigh. it's the last day of the chinese new year, anyways. gonna like, what, celebrate it?

debbyes let's go out butt. we need some crazy time.
i can't wait till tomorrow
but for now, OW.

till next time

2006-02-10T19:13:00.000+08:00

it's been a while since my last post. who reads this anyway?
now i know what some mean when they say there's no time to go online. hah. been caught up in getting all my work done. whew it's been labourious(?) and it's only february!
today, we witnessed the '05 grad class receiving their o level results. it's hard to believe that we'll be the ones in their place next year. it really got me thinking. which group of students would i be in? the ones rejoicing or breaking? rejoicing, i hope. ahhhh it wasn't encouraging at all. the pressure's mounting.
studying hard
can't wait for the weekend. haven't seen the youth in ages! i miss you crazy people : )

till next time

2006-01-29T21:53:00.000+08:00

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR, YA'LL!
dang, i love the cny. all the ang pao, and the long lost relatives, and the aunties and uncles... whew! all those names to remember.
we went visiting today, and kinda got lost in seng kang. my parents freaked me out by telling me we were going to bai nian at terry's house. "but we aren't even related (yet)!" geez mommy... and block 206c isn't next to block 260d. blur ah you... i actually had fun with my parents in the car today. they said i was being retarded. spastic remark lah. it's so not true.

till next time...

2006-01-28T10:59:00.000+08:00

oh the memories. i miss those times...

2006-01-27T20:31:00.000+08:00

haven't seen you in a while... where've you been? i guess so busy that you can't see me; happy eight months to you.

2006-01-25T17:08:00.000+08:00

HOW DO YOU LINK PICTURES HERE?
like the "click on thumbnail to enlarge the image" thing?

i'm hungry...

2006-01-22T15:14:00.000+08:00

just woke up from a nice little nap... there was choir today, and it was fun. we went over to the church next door to sing for them. and now the songs are like, stuck in my head. ah haaa now back to the homework. gah. social studies and geography and chinese. what a chore.

2006-01-20T21:22:00.000+08:00

NEW BLOG. WOO!
I LOVE PEACE AND! HARMONY!